Lost in the Crowd

I am lost in the crowd,
another classic self sabotage
to add to the collection
of my damaged soul

In the dark, with you

let’s wash up in your darkness
and drown in my damage,
creating the perfect tragedy,
in the dark, with you

Sorry, meant take the pain out

There are many ways
I could take myself out,
ways that could get rid of the pain,
but I’m afraid of how much of it
I would leave behind
to the assumed close ones,
when I am gone